Bad

You were different and dangerous and I always had this habit
seeking around the unknown, the completely unsafe. 

I always wanted to dig deep in what is dark. 
I guess, that was what hooked me to every glimpse of you, 
that was what drove me crazy.
You drive me crazy. 

What kind of eyes you have that attracted a desperate soul like me, by their warmth?
And once I’m in and can’t be out, they turn to be cold, 
as if they are hiding secrets away from me 
and it kept pulling me, harder and harder each time; leaving me wanting more. 
All of that happens without a word being muttered by your lips.
 
You were challenging.
You were a silent demanding that dared me to come nearer each time. 
Tempting me to get in that cuss of yours and that was exactly what drove me insane. 

I forgot what sanity was, 
I forgot how to breathe properly since you came. 
But, I never forgot the way your eyes darken, 
the way you say my name, 
the way you smile or even the mesmerizing melody of your laugh.
I know you’re bad for me, 
in fact, you’re the death of me, 
but I always wanted to die a hero, which would only happen if I died loving you.