beautiful pain
have you heard about beautiful pain ?
do you ever know how it feels?
and for me, yes I do.
every second, every corner, every little pain that hit my chest still fresh on my mind.
do you ever know how it feels?
and for me, yes I do.
every second, every corner, every little pain that hit my chest still fresh on my mind.
do you know why it called beautiful pain?
because you love every pain that keep coming to you just because you want to keep something close to you.
its kind of stupid actually.
to hurt yourself just because your.. heart.
to hurt yourself just because your ego to keep something that you thought it was beautiful but actually it is bad for you.
because you love every pain that keep coming to you just because you want to keep something close to you.
its kind of stupid actually.
to hurt yourself just because your.. heart.
to hurt yourself just because your ego to keep something that you thought it was beautiful but actually it is bad for you.
it makes a crack inside you.
it makes you doubt your worth.
but..
the pain is just worth to feel.
even you cant have what you want,
but every little happiness that happens make you want to break that bad thing and make it beautiful.
october used to be my favorit month.
for almost 2 years waiting.
nothing to lose anyway, i said at that time.
but i give so much but take nothing.
just little happiness that i create myself to fullfill my ego.
for almost 2 years waiting.
nothing to lose anyway, i said at that time.
but i give so much but take nothing.
just little happiness that i create myself to fullfill my ego.
but if i could turn back time, i will not skip that time.
maybe if it was a beautiful ending for me, it can't be this beautiful to remember.
yes. i have that kind stories, i have that kind of love story.
giving it all for someone, without reason.
but all he give is just a "kind act"
and i'm thankfull for that time.
now i have my favorite stories that i still living for it.
now i have my favorite stories that i still living for it.
even it is not perfect at all, but you know? thats the best feeling ever.
when you have nothing left, he give everything, he give the best for you.
thankyou for every beautiful pain.
thankyou for every guilty pleasure.
thankyou for every guilty pleasure.
Bandung. you keep that memories for me.
and it makes me want to comeback there.
thankyou.
- terinspirasi setelah menonton film Dilan 1990, ditulis dalam busway ditengah kemacetan pancoran, malam hari -
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Hello. Rianindaa here. Jakarta, 14 Mei 1994. hobi menulis, design dan travelling. welcome to my world and enjoy the page!
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